[fangirl world] I will.. no matter what happen..

April 3rd, is just like a nightmare come true. I know it this thing will happen but unexpected. It's too early. I'm not ready yet, but ih well. I know it.
I don't know I need to post this or  not.. because i won't to express my sad feelings to everyone, but I can't keep it alone too T___T

no matter how long does it takes, no matter what happens good or bad,

even i should waiting for 2 or 3 years later.. i will..

although it will ended with break up or something bad. 

"we will wait until they can comeback together as 5, 

with their happy and wide smile just like the old days.

No one can breaks / ruins their promises to us."

there's no faith anymore can stands between us, idol and fans,

even they're already breaks my (our) heart too much,

but all we can say just "hope to the end".

no one can replace them.